March 10
From my brain
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2009
Me 06:32, 10 March 2009 (EDT)
And so today, I feel like I'm going insane. I ended up not going into work yesterday. Shortly after that post, some pain hit, and exhaustion set in, and I took a Perc, and promptly fell asleep until 10:30 when Wifey woke me up. She'd spent all day long calling doctors to find out what the hell was going on, and who was going to actually do something.
Today, the pain is there and nagging, but it's no where near as severe. It's made me question everything, and it doesn't add up. Were these latter days of pain real, or just psychosomatic to not have to deal with the Project from Hell?
That does not me comfortable. I don't like thinking I might have done that to myself, my family, friends, and coworkers who've worried and/or had to deal with the repercussions of that. Wifey has had to put up with the brunt of it, and spent all day yesterday calling every doctor on the home list. What happens now when I go into the doctor appointment tomorrow? Do I still go? Who knows now if this is really the end of the tunnel or if this is just a brief respite and the pain will come back (i.e. it's "something else").
Ceraun has had to deal with the Project from Hell while I've been out of commission. It sucks because he's already burdened by VCS with it's own insanity and now he's had to deal with that POS. It's just one nightmarish request after another and he's barely able to keep up. Hell, I was barely able to keep up and I wrote the damn thing. Now, neither of us know fully how it works because neither of us can keep up with all the changes we're both making to it.
I guess I should just try and go in.
(NOTE: The pain is starting to twinge as I sit here. Did I mention something about psychosomatic? Yeah, I thought I did.)
Me 09:46, 10 March 2009 (EDT)
I feel like crap. The car ride sucked. I nearly crashed into a guy ahead of me at one point.
I'm unfocused, have one hell of a headache, I'm hot, my side is throbbing randomly, and I'm barely aware of my surroundings. It's like Percohaze but without the buzz.
I want to just lay down and sleep.
Me 12:20, 10 March 2009 (EDT)
At least I made it half the day at work.
Home now. Sleep.
2008
Me 06:58, 10 March 2008 (EDT)
Two items of note:
- Children do better at Daylight Savings changes in Spring. Adults do better in the Fall one. The kids get enough sleep already, so waking up at their internal time of 6:30 is really 7:30 now.
- It's mind-...uh...blowing what a few hours sleep added to your husband taking a shower before bed can accomplish in the wee hours of the morning while the kids are still sleeping off Daylight Savings. :)
Me 08:58, 10 March 2008 (EDT)
I truly intended to follow up the post on Forgiveness Sunday (or at least complete it), but never got to it. Great Lent begins today, and most of you don't think to ready my blog on the weekend anyway. Here goes:
To the few friends who read my blog, I ask your forgiveness if in the last year I have wronged you in any way. Forgive me for any times where I have put my own selfish needs before the needs of our friendship. Forgive me for the times when "me-too"isms have come before me listening to whatever has troubled your mind at the time. Forgive me for not being there when you've had a need.
Please keep me in your prayers, as I daily keep you in mine.
Me 09:03, 10 March 2008 (EDT)
Also, An Introduction to Lent by Metropolitan Anthony of Sourozh.
...if'n you're interested.
Me 12:26, 10 March 2008 (EDT)
From Father:
- "Let us observe a fast acceptable and pleasing to the Lord. True fasting is to put away all evil, to control the tongue, to forbear from anger, to abstain from lust, slander, falsehood and perjury. If we renounce these things, then is our fasting true and acceptable to God."
Considering my weekend...I gotta work on stuff.
2004
Me 17:55, 10, March 2004 (EDT)
NON FARMI INFURIARE! DON'T MAKE ME ANGRY!
(I love this calendar...)
Me 18:14, 10, March 2004 (EDT)
This Day in History: As I was making a backup file of a database, I just noted the date, and, upon turning my system clock back, realized I was in fact correct.
Today is the 10th anniversary of my decision to quit DeVry.
Yeah.
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